Utopia

Stuck between what I KNOW and what I FEEL, I have found a thin line of faith and love that is probably rooted in the concept of light within myself and my understanding towards the events happening in this world. Apart from the fact that I absolutely adore the pleasures of life but I never want to go for anything that is meaningless. Stemming through the insecure relationships of this generation with themselves made me scared of commitments in the first place. I see people with each other for some really selfish reasons, let it be friendships, let it be marriage, let it be any other connection. What is really a higher purpose?

A Higher purpose is what inspires me in any aspect of life. But, see, how every beautiful bond is meaningless in this generation. Leading all the factors, PURITY OF INTENTIONS, I emphasize a lot on this factor that everything must be guarded by pure intentions. Whatever you want in life must be recognized purely by your soul and you should have all the right reasons to want something. Taking the aspect of The Quran, where Allah tells us that we are made to worship Him. Does he talk Ibadah here? No, He is talking to involve HIM in everything we do. Involving God by any means is meaningful and real. How we see success is delusion until it is the peace of heart and soul, the contentment and a sight to view this life. How wrongly we have interpreted Islam and how pitiful are the way of our lives.

I so dream of a life where I chase purpose, where I synchronize with the rules of nature, where I have the most meaningful and real connections in life, where I am a source of solace for the ones in grief, where my words bring hope to the ones in troubles, where I don’t unintentionally or intentionally hurt someone, where my words can never be a reason for someone to be hopeless. It is in the blink of an eye, we become a part of this infinite universe and never get back to this world again. So, if we lose something to the contentment of our soul, we have probably won. Selling your soul is never worth the price you get from it.

Moods Swinging — Banter Republic

My moods don’t just swing. They bounce, pivot, recoil, rebound, oscillate, fluctuate and occasionally pirouette. Men have mood swings. Women have mood leaps, mood swirls and mood loops. You don’t know you could breathe wrong until you’re around a woman with a mood leap. Suddenly you’re being accused of taking in too much oxygen per […]

Moods Swinging — Banter Republic

A CITY OF MY OWN

Wanted to go away

from all these crowded places

To an unknown destination

Where my heart beats a bit loud

Where the silence adores my screams

Where my soul is felt

Where the people leave every night

To see those beautiful stars in the dark sky

Holding hands with a cup of coffee

And letting all those clumsy thoughts shoo away

Wanted to make a city of my own

In the name of art, love, beauty and peace

PRISONER

Somehow, I choose you over everything I have because I have seen you like sunshine on rainy days and a beautiful flowerbed when all I see around myself are thorns. I do not know really but seeing you makes me feel like watching my own reflection in the mirror. You carry all this love inside you but you have never seen that beauty with your own eyes. It is alarmingly beautiful. You are rare of all the people I have ever seen because what is inside you is not visible to many around you & and that is what makes me your prisoner. Your angelic thoughts entrapped in this body of yours make me feel like I am chasing you without even trying.